Dear Autumn..

Dear Autumn.

As the months get colder I find myself searching for warmth, not just in wooly jumpers and fur coats; but the warmth of other people. These next few months are seen as so special and exciting, you can't help but want to share it with people. You seem Autumn.. some people are cold, cold hearted.. they don't understand what it means to be warm. To be so filled with Love for other people, and that saddens me.. but when I met you last year I learnt the hard way. I preferred being cold.. not this year Autumn. This year I plan on staying warm.

Autumn I hope when you visit, you will bring many things with you. The glow of red cheeks & the warming of hands on cups of Hot Chocolate. I hope this year you bring me someone special. Someone who when I see the glow in their cheeks and the rain in their hair it reminds me of how lucky I am to have them, and how you have provided them for me.

When I look at you Autumn it reminds me of all the oppurtunities I have this year, to make this something special. To show people that this is not just an inbetween season, but it shows the start of the new year when Summer has fallen.

Autumn I had forgotten that you bring this feeling with you, whenever you visit. The feeling of Joyous occasion, knowing Christmas is coming; where loved ones are bought together & smiles are all round, People seem to forget that feeling as they get older. Not me Autumn... I never want to forget the feeling I get when I know that pumpkin spice lattes are all the craze, and little children are writing to santa. The happiness that comes with your name is one that no other can compare to.

Autumn theres just one more thing that I wish you bring this year, and that is Me. Forever I am learning about myself as I get older. And as these months come I cannot help but compare myself to the person I was last year. I simply was not as happy as I am now. And I feel that last time you visited, I rejected you. Autumn I am sorry that last year I forgot about how wonderful you can be. 

Heres to a better year, a more exciting and fulfilling season, and a healthier and better 

me.

Love Charlotte x